Lightheaded

So I had another moment with my choking friend. I really should choose a name for him, but one doesn't easily spring to mind.


Things went fine, dinner, movie, chats... we curled up on his couch to watch a movie. After a little while he kissed me, pulled me in close, and looked me in the eye. He wrapped both hands around my throat (palm against my trachea, fingers interlaced on the side of my neck). 


He squeezed. 


Hard. 


I felt lightheaded at first. I felt the choking start to take effect. But he didn't ease. Usually when I start to lose vision, he lets go. Staring into my eyes, he let me faint.


I came to, trembling and shaking. I have no idea how long I was out. The high was amazing. I won't lie. But we went far, fast.


We slept together afterwards. I felt so... intertwined with the moment. The lightheadedness, the arousal, the impending need to orgasm.


The sex was good, he bit me, scratched me, squeezed my wrists above my head. He sucked my nipples hard. 


He wouldn't come though. He wouldn't let me go down on him, wouldn't let me jerk him off, not a chance.


He called me beautiful afterwards, washing my body in a warm shower. Kissing my neck softly. Telling me it was amazing.


Gentle sweetness, intense choking, intimacy... all very strange...